do i look like a drinker?

Do i look like a drinker?? i keep asking myself about this question. Just dont know why, most of my new friends thought that i can drink very well.

When we are hanging out for occasion, friends sometimes will just order beers and wine. But i dont drink. When i reject them saying i would prefer a soft frink or juice, they will just have a thought: "Hey, audrey! Dont pretent that u dont drink! I know u can drink very well"! ^^

Even friend's dad thought i can drink! Last night i went to friend's birthday. And few of us were just kidding said "Heneiken, please"! (We were at outside of the house). Then, uncle came out saying "We dont have beer, what about red wine?". Anyway, we were just kidding, not really want any beers or wines. After that, uncle came out from the house with 1 bottle of red wine and few glasses. Seems like no one was going to self-serve and uncle Liew was looking at me, so i said "uncle, you just put it on the table"! "Nah! i know you will like it!" ^^ i have drank few sips of the red wine, and it was so smooth compared to the others that i have tried before.

Actually, I CANT DRINK! Due to some body reaction, i'm allergic to these kind of stuff, beers and wines! Guess what, i look so ugly when i drink because my face will swell up. Since i have a chubby face, it is better for me not to touch these stuff. ha ha...

Does my face look like i can drink very well? Dont be cheated by this "evil face"! haha

hard decision

Blogging is the best way for me to express my feelings and thoughts. It's like a soul mate of mine, sharing my happiness, sorrows, disappointment and of course my life. It is where i find myself being comforted, pampered, listened and understood.

Feeling so down. The heavy rain outside makes me feel even worst. I hate raining! Today, i have to make a hard decision. Well, my case might sound nothing for you but it means a lot to me.

This morning, I was told that my school's prom nite falls on the day my family go to KL for my sister's convocation. What a coinsidence. Since last year, i decided to go Prom Nite because this is my last semester in Swinburne University and i had never been to the Prom Nite before. My heart is struggling since this morning. I know i have to make a decision, a hard decision between family and friends. Well, i should have given up the Prom Nite since my family had already bought the air tickets. Somehow, i feel like this is not what i want. Yes, family is important for me! Friends, i would say the second place in my life, same goes to my boyfriend. Since my relationship with my boyfriend is stable, so i spend more time with family and friends.

When i told my mom about this, she seems like hoping me to go KL with them. Yes, i understand, mom, i really understand. It is a family trip. Not only attending my sister's convocation but will be celebrating my eldest sister's birthday. On the other hand, Prom Nite, sounds so lame but it means a lot to me this year. As i mentioned above, it's my last semester in uni. It is a promise between friends to get whole gang together and have fun. And i told my sister about this, same answer as my mom's. Without reason, i feel like crying. I dont know since when i become a different Audrey that i used to be.

It is not my decision to go KL. (sorry if i hurt u especially esther.. i havent made the decision now. It is 50-50 situation)

Well, after expressing myself, i feel better now. My brain is clear, it's time for me to think about it now!